It's been almost a week since my rant, apparently the rant was for momentary because my gramps didn't stay afterall. THe twins that she looks after already had her in the mindset that she shouldn't be here, because they were not wanting to be away from home. So the threesome went home that day.
THe last couple of days were consisting of shoppings and pizza-eating. K and I were away from home for most days, as she wanted to spend her time in the mall as often as possible. TO me, it's a load of time-wasting. I however didnot mind when we bought this ps3 game called "Assassin's Creed" which we constantly played into the night. I am really happy of how all things turned out.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
More Burden
FROM ONE BURDEN TO THE NEXT.
Excuse the caps for it is my anger bursting out, expressing that emotional crapitude that I'm about to embark on when the family left. This time it is not them that cause the issue, but my other family members. It's my gramps. Apparently with the family being gone, I have to be babysitted. What a bunch of buttocks. It is not I who needs supervision, it's the gramps who was supposedly the babysitter. She comes here to look after me, only to add more burden on moi. Fcuk!!!!!
It was yesterday, the last day before the family leaves for their holiday away. My aunt, who was more concerned about the well-being of her house, asked my gramps to come to accompany me. It was her excuse for she didn't want me to ruin her precious house on my own. The gramps, thinking she'd help us out, agreed to come. Now I am stuck in this house with her, not to mention her twin evils, the other kids. I wanna fcuking kill somebody right now. So annoying in that they are just replacing the old family. Where is my solitude. Where is my privacy. Did they even consider that I want to be left alone? Did they even ask me if I needed company?
Excuse the caps for it is my anger bursting out, expressing that emotional crapitude that I'm about to embark on when the family left. This time it is not them that cause the issue, but my other family members. It's my gramps. Apparently with the family being gone, I have to be babysitted. What a bunch of buttocks. It is not I who needs supervision, it's the gramps who was supposedly the babysitter. She comes here to look after me, only to add more burden on moi. Fcuk!!!!!
It was yesterday, the last day before the family leaves for their holiday away. My aunt, who was more concerned about the well-being of her house, asked my gramps to come to accompany me. It was her excuse for she didn't want me to ruin her precious house on my own. The gramps, thinking she'd help us out, agreed to come. Now I am stuck in this house with her, not to mention her twin evils, the other kids. I wanna fcuking kill somebody right now. So annoying in that they are just replacing the old family. Where is my solitude. Where is my privacy. Did they even consider that I want to be left alone? Did they even ask me if I needed company?
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Youtube Trouble
I was trying to get my username on Youtube changed. I didn't know how to do so, seeing that when I went to setting and there wasn't anything there that helps out with this issue, I decided to delete my account. In this event, I thought I would set up a new account with the preferred username. However, when I tried to set up an account using this email, the one that I used for my deleted account, it wouldn't let me. It says instead that my account was permanently disabled.
What should I do? Should I do another account using another email address?
What should I do? Should I do another account using another email address?
Random Thoughts
I was having this dream last night. It was unusual because the dream was bittersweet in that my biggest nightmare and also my greatest goal were simultaneously occurring in the same dream. Really weird. I got up feeling that I have to write it down. I don't want to forget it.
While on the subject of dreams, lately I have been dreaming the most unusul dreams. I guess it is because of the holiday season. I tend to think more frequent when there is some sort of festivities. Sad aye.
My sister's friend, the one she will be going on vacation with, just recieved extraordinary present this monday. I was hoping to receive it too, but apparently I am always destined for nothing good.
While on the subject of dreams, lately I have been dreaming the most unusul dreams. I guess it is because of the holiday season. I tend to think more frequent when there is some sort of festivities. Sad aye.
My sister's friend, the one she will be going on vacation with, just recieved extraordinary present this monday. I was hoping to receive it too, but apparently I am always destined for nothing good.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Shopping For Christmas Presents
The last few posts consisted of ugly truths about the current situation that I'm in. I want to move away from that for this post, and instead it will join force with a million other posts, talking about the merriment or non thereof of Christmas season.
K and I went out shopping to get presents for the family. It was during Christmas rush. Many people were pushing their ways through in the mall that the place turned into an arena of sort. It was not what I had invisioned what shopping would be, but I guess some people take their shopping business very seriously. Despite the on-going rush and thrust by the fellow shoppers, we had almost everyone's presents. Ju and one of my uncles are left.
I can't wait for Boxing Day to come. It's not coming fast enough for me. Guess what the day is? Yes, it is the day that the douchebag and his familly will go off on their vacation, a day that I will forever remember as the day when freedom prevails. At least for the duration that they're not going to be here. Two weeks. If anything, two weeks are better than none.
I think I will spend my two weeks break predominantly on gaming at home. I know it is such a waste of time to spend precious time on it, but it is something I have been craving ever since I bought a ps3 console. I know I won't get enough sleep, gaming all night long, but it will worth it.
As I said in an earlier post, K will be gone with her friend on a trip to Russel, whichh means the house will be occupied by moi for three days. Can't wait to experience that single's life as it should be.
So for now, though, just try my best to stay sane for three more days. Just three more days.
K and I went out shopping to get presents for the family. It was during Christmas rush. Many people were pushing their ways through in the mall that the place turned into an arena of sort. It was not what I had invisioned what shopping would be, but I guess some people take their shopping business very seriously. Despite the on-going rush and thrust by the fellow shoppers, we had almost everyone's presents. Ju and one of my uncles are left.
I can't wait for Boxing Day to come. It's not coming fast enough for me. Guess what the day is? Yes, it is the day that the douchebag and his familly will go off on their vacation, a day that I will forever remember as the day when freedom prevails. At least for the duration that they're not going to be here. Two weeks. If anything, two weeks are better than none.
I think I will spend my two weeks break predominantly on gaming at home. I know it is such a waste of time to spend precious time on it, but it is something I have been craving ever since I bought a ps3 console. I know I won't get enough sleep, gaming all night long, but it will worth it.
As I said in an earlier post, K will be gone with her friend on a trip to Russel, whichh means the house will be occupied by moi for three days. Can't wait to experience that single's life as it should be.
So for now, though, just try my best to stay sane for three more days. Just three more days.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Foul I Tell Ya
I have lowest respect for the two clueless parents than ever. For so many reasons, I began calling these two sub-humans names when I arrived here. The man is called douchebag, because he is one hideous soul, and the woman is being labelled as the oppressed since the name is self-explanatory about her life. It is mean spirited but that is what I think about them. Yesterday, they stooped even lower.
Yesterday, K and I decided that we should take the kids out for the day. This is due to that when we stay in the house for some time together, we tend to despise the kids for their mischevious behaviours. So we headed to this seaside place, for some relaxation. Since the plan was spontaneous, we didn't have togs for the children to change into for water play. The kids went to play with water anyway. So they got wet, but we didn't care as long as the kids were having fun. Thirty minutes or so later, we returned home to get the kids dried up.
This situation is innocent in the sense that the kids were enjoying themselves. Somehow, this wasn't the case to the douchebag and his wife. They saw this as a way we wanted to get the kids sick, playing in the water with inproper gear. They weren't saying it to our faces of course. But, according to K, their faces said it all when they found out. I was so angry at hearing this, mainly becasue these people are so oppressive in their minds that they want everyone else to have similar sentiment as them. They would find any reason to justify for their emotion, so in the case of this one, the reason was that the kids would get sick if they stayed in the water for some time. WTF!!.
This is however not the main reason why this post is written for. The day went on. AT around 3.45pm, K had Ju go to her friend's house. This friend is her classmate from school and she resides nearby, but a car ride is neccessary. K dropped her off, and returned home. In the next 30 minutes, the parents returned home from work. Not seeing Ju at home, they asked where was she. I was there, and K answered , telling her that Ju was at her friend's house. She then asked which friend is this, in which K told her it was Preeti. The facial reaction to the answer was a teller, because she seemed unease at hearing that. I knew what she thought and what she thought wasn't pretty.
Time to pick Ju up, K and I went to get her. UPon returning, I heard the parents telling Ju not to go there anymore. They went further by saying that they don't want her to talk to Preeti on the phone as well. They cited their reason that they didn't want her friend to visit to the house, which I felt was weak.
So can you guess what the true reason being? I'm not going to say it on here, but their true intentions over this supposed non-issue are so classless that I wanted to kill them myself. How could they have children? These people are so mindless, to the point that I don't even want to speak to them anymore.
The irony here is that they think they are superior but the reality is that they are wimps, hiding in their fantasy world, where the only characters present are themselves.
I'm speechless.
Yesterday, K and I decided that we should take the kids out for the day. This is due to that when we stay in the house for some time together, we tend to despise the kids for their mischevious behaviours. So we headed to this seaside place, for some relaxation. Since the plan was spontaneous, we didn't have togs for the children to change into for water play. The kids went to play with water anyway. So they got wet, but we didn't care as long as the kids were having fun. Thirty minutes or so later, we returned home to get the kids dried up.
This situation is innocent in the sense that the kids were enjoying themselves. Somehow, this wasn't the case to the douchebag and his wife. They saw this as a way we wanted to get the kids sick, playing in the water with inproper gear. They weren't saying it to our faces of course. But, according to K, their faces said it all when they found out. I was so angry at hearing this, mainly becasue these people are so oppressive in their minds that they want everyone else to have similar sentiment as them. They would find any reason to justify for their emotion, so in the case of this one, the reason was that the kids would get sick if they stayed in the water for some time. WTF!!.
This is however not the main reason why this post is written for. The day went on. AT around 3.45pm, K had Ju go to her friend's house. This friend is her classmate from school and she resides nearby, but a car ride is neccessary. K dropped her off, and returned home. In the next 30 minutes, the parents returned home from work. Not seeing Ju at home, they asked where was she. I was there, and K answered , telling her that Ju was at her friend's house. She then asked which friend is this, in which K told her it was Preeti. The facial reaction to the answer was a teller, because she seemed unease at hearing that. I knew what she thought and what she thought wasn't pretty.
Time to pick Ju up, K and I went to get her. UPon returning, I heard the parents telling Ju not to go there anymore. They went further by saying that they don't want her to talk to Preeti on the phone as well. They cited their reason that they didn't want her friend to visit to the house, which I felt was weak.
So can you guess what the true reason being? I'm not going to say it on here, but their true intentions over this supposed non-issue are so classless that I wanted to kill them myself. How could they have children? These people are so mindless, to the point that I don't even want to speak to them anymore.
The irony here is that they think they are superior but the reality is that they are wimps, hiding in their fantasy world, where the only characters present are themselves.
I'm speechless.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
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